Life
Life is what it is i guess. I have many thoughts about many things, school, friends, relationships, and what we dont learn in books or even from our own parents, siblings, or friends. I have done some stupid shit i admit, and i have done things as smart as anything else.
School is great, grades are up and as expected finances in my pocket are down. Im hoping to pull together a job and get one. My professors, most of them are great but there is one or two i dislike. Registration for classes of next semester is coming up and needless to say its going to be hellll. There is a lot of things i need to pull together before wednesday so i can register for classes. Things are just fucked up.
Friends, well they are great, piss me off sometimes and sometimes i just want to be alone. I have felt the feeling of wanting to be alone a lot lately, i think i just need space from people. There are a few people that i would love to talk to but other than those people, i am not really wanting to be around many people.
Relationships...hahaha..yea like thats working out...All the people that like me, i dont like, and the people that i like, dont like me in that way. Thats just how it is i guess. Maybe im not supposed to find someone right now, or maybe relationships in general are just not going to happen. But maybe thats just my head talkin. Life isnt what it was like four years ago, when i was a freshman of high school. I had it all it seems, now i only have some of it left, i fucked a lot of things up, especially with some people that now i wish i hadnt because i wish i could talk to them again since they were the only ones i could truly trust with my life and confide in. But now, i have livejournal i guess? its sometimes good for getting out thoughts...
Well thats life pretty much...im also home for the weekend. And then i will be home from the 6th to the 8th. Then i go to conneticut for a conference the weekend after that. It will be a busy month by far. But thats it for now!
School is great, grades are up and as expected finances in my pocket are down. Im hoping to pull together a job and get one. My professors, most of them are great but there is one or two i dislike. Registration for classes of next semester is coming up and needless to say its going to be hellll. There is a lot of things i need to pull together before wednesday so i can register for classes. Things are just fucked up.
Friends, well they are great, piss me off sometimes and sometimes i just want to be alone. I have felt the feeling of wanting to be alone a lot lately, i think i just need space from people. There are a few people that i would love to talk to but other than those people, i am not really wanting to be around many people.
Relationships...hahaha..yea like thats working out...All the people that like me, i dont like, and the people that i like, dont like me in that way. Thats just how it is i guess. Maybe im not supposed to find someone right now, or maybe relationships in general are just not going to happen. But maybe thats just my head talkin. Life isnt what it was like four years ago, when i was a freshman of high school. I had it all it seems, now i only have some of it left, i fucked a lot of things up, especially with some people that now i wish i hadnt because i wish i could talk to them again since they were the only ones i could truly trust with my life and confide in. But now, i have livejournal i guess? its sometimes good for getting out thoughts...
Well thats life pretty much...im also home for the weekend. And then i will be home from the 6th to the 8th. Then i go to conneticut for a conference the weekend after that. It will be a busy month by far. But thats it for now!