Caleb Anderson
Holy shit. I don't even know what to do about this. That was the most amazingly awkward 4 hours... At first, just leaning on his arm a little. It's an accident, I didn't know your warm arm wasn't a scratchy, cold pillow <.< >.> <.< >.> Then my arm just happens to slip down to rest next to his leg. Only because I'm tired, though. "Did you just hiccup?" "No, I just make weird noises." "It's not weird, it's kind of cute, actually." *butterflies, remembers to make that noise again* Street fighter time. Alex goes to sleep. "Lets just go online and play random people. We'll get hate messages for you spamming buttons, it'll be funny. It's all good, I don't need the points..." *plays video game with whole body* "I wanna play wii with you, you're getting very into it." *grin like retard* "Yeah, you should watch me play car games, I don't steer with my whole body when I drive an actual car, just when I drive them in video games." *settles head back onto his arm* Play a few rounds. He whips his head around to look at my face. Wasn't sure what he was doing. Thought maybe he was gonna kiss me. It was dumb, but whatever. He just looked at me. Settled back in. I run my fingers across his arm when it's his turns. Not winning. I won a few lower matches, I guess... "Let's work on the basics with 'gief." Okay. He turns slightly, my heads in his lap, hearts beating out of my chest. Hands over mine on the controller. So warm and soft. Show me how to hit the buttons. Touch hands frequently. His hands are in my hair. "You're so warm. You just radiate heat. I can see why Alex likes to cuddle with you all the time." "He actually doesn't like warm too much." "Really? Well it's nice." Touches my arm. So nice. OMG!! I have a MASSIVE crush on him. He's so nice and he's a pacifist and he cares so much for his family... He's awesome. And I can lean on HIM not the other way around... Pretty sure he would be a slow kisser too... Too bad he would never betray Alex. That sounds bad. I'm his fiance, and I'm willing to, but his buddy isn't... I suck. But I'm still a teenager... *sigh* whatever. Daydreams are nice for now.