Sep 17, 2003 16:11
Mmm.. Not really much has been going on lately. Last year i despised homecoming, prom, all the inhabitants of these 2 events. I was like bah and they went bah back and it was fine, but im really excited to go this year.. Odviously im goin with my brookise, and anything with him makes me smile and get really excited, and its somethin new to write about to you fine children.. lol I bought a really pretty (pretty pretty) dress that i like huggle when i see it hanging up... Im like becoming one of the people I used to hate, but I love it! lol. Mmmm Im going to a show tomrorow night.. Mom wont be home so i can get home before she comes back and get into bed when she walks int he door. Its worked in the past, as i enjoy putting my head under the water foset for lack of water during the night without drowning.
I really wish the hurricane would have come here instead of freakin north carolina.. why do they get the fun of this? They get to evacuate, get outa school.. just not fair. We dont get snow days and now we dont even get hurricane days.. rah.. *shifts eyes* lol, my babys sleepin on the couch, and im tryin not to wake him. The concerts at a local cafe around here. There kinda a famous band so i was suprised, but the only famous people that even mention jacksonivlle end up coming to local places. Ill nino played at the cafe too... lots of yay.
Me n brooks went around looking for something cool with no success, but its nice to be able to walk around with out implying RAPE ME! I love him so much.. We walked to some place, got a drink and walked down to the graveyard since we had to stay at my house.. It kinda sucks going to my house, but eh, I guess I have to sometimes. Grandmas comin down next week to visit for like a day.. Itll be a nice break from motherliece, but I wont be able to sleep over brooksies that friday and it makes me sniffle.. but i get to sleep over thursday instead, so thats somethin. Then we gotta go to some party thing on sunday. Rrr.. But no matter what happens, I just cant be sad anymore, its not possible. I cant get upset with anything or be upset with the way society is running or anything. Im like cured of that.. lol I found happyness in him, and things just seem to be more colorful and exciting than before.. Ahhh i love it! love love love.. lol anyway, Im goina go lie down with him... au rivour