Alright, Alright
its 6:40 am on a saturday... I cant really sleep.. well i could.. but id rather write this entry. lol Brookises asleep.. but I must ask, what happend to everyone up there?
I mean, its only been a little over a year and i cant believe what im seeing.. Im like ahhhhhhhhh livejournals playing with my eyes... but alas.. its not. I dont know what to do.. Im worried about everyone and what there goina have to deal with later.. but i cant really do anything now. Im not an angel, but what the fuck happend? I mean I know its fun and all, but does Requim for a dream ring any bells? Your the ones who got me to watch it! it just makes me sad. or I guess a little relieved.. I know id be in the same spot everyone else was if i was still there.. thats not for all people.. Id always come back for Skyeliece and all later.. I just cant believe its what everyone turned into.. I didnt expect it.. but what ever floats your happy flying boats. I just get so rah! People that make their lives miserable will be miserable.. does that make any sense to anyone but me!? lol No no, I dont mean to critisize anyone.. but its 7 in the morning.. leave me to my oppionions.
Homecomings this week.. Mwa ha..I looooooooove it... I really hope brooks feels better from his mono enogh to go.. I kinda feel bad for staying over after his mom and boyfriend had a fight... I just wanted to cheer him up.. As soon as we played everquest it worked.. he seemed alot more smilie.. lol imagion that =) Im glad something does cheer him up.. poor baby. I reasure myself that i didnt give him mono, but i know i probably did... and if i didnt then i get it again... wheeeeeeeeeeee! Least I got ice coffee love when i had mine.. I got him a scarface poster and forest gump while I bought my jack backpack )"Zeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeero!" and an underdog patch.. I felt childish going into hot topic once again, but its not everyday you see a backpack so pretty. I also borrowed rocky horror from lexi so i can somehow manage to con brooks to being in a room i can lock him in there with it. But he doesnt know that yet.. so hopefully he wun read this till i do =) This is getting pretty long.. but i want to conclude to something.. I still love you all up there, and i still miss you.. its just weird seeing your transitions when im not there for them to be gradual. If you knew yourself a year ago, missed a year.. and read what you write now.. what would you think? I got love.. its all I want.. Its all Ive ever wanted.. everything else is just to pass the time.. Maybe if ya got straightened out enough to do it youd be happy too...
I mean, its only been a little over a year and i cant believe what im seeing.. Im like ahhhhhhhhh livejournals playing with my eyes... but alas.. its not. I dont know what to do.. Im worried about everyone and what there goina have to deal with later.. but i cant really do anything now. Im not an angel, but what the fuck happend? I mean I know its fun and all, but does Requim for a dream ring any bells? Your the ones who got me to watch it! it just makes me sad. or I guess a little relieved.. I know id be in the same spot everyone else was if i was still there.. thats not for all people.. Id always come back for Skyeliece and all later.. I just cant believe its what everyone turned into.. I didnt expect it.. but what ever floats your happy flying boats. I just get so rah! People that make their lives miserable will be miserable.. does that make any sense to anyone but me!? lol No no, I dont mean to critisize anyone.. but its 7 in the morning.. leave me to my oppionions.
Homecomings this week.. Mwa ha..I looooooooove it... I really hope brooks feels better from his mono enogh to go.. I kinda feel bad for staying over after his mom and boyfriend had a fight... I just wanted to cheer him up.. As soon as we played everquest it worked.. he seemed alot more smilie.. lol imagion that =) Im glad something does cheer him up.. poor baby. I reasure myself that i didnt give him mono, but i know i probably did... and if i didnt then i get it again... wheeeeeeeeeeee! Least I got ice coffee love when i had mine.. I got him a scarface poster and forest gump while I bought my jack backpack )"Zeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeero!" and an underdog patch.. I felt childish going into hot topic once again, but its not everyday you see a backpack so pretty. I also borrowed rocky horror from lexi so i can somehow manage to con brooks to being in a room i can lock him in there with it. But he doesnt know that yet.. so hopefully he wun read this till i do =) This is getting pretty long.. but i want to conclude to something.. I still love you all up there, and i still miss you.. its just weird seeing your transitions when im not there for them to be gradual. If you knew yourself a year ago, missed a year.. and read what you write now.. what would you think? I got love.. its all I want.. Its all Ive ever wanted.. everything else is just to pass the time.. Maybe if ya got straightened out enough to do it youd be happy too...