life as is
life as is totally blows people lie to you then they hurt you then they lie to you after saying that you mean the world to them. everyone involved in the events of lastnight (minus ramon he's been cleared) fuck you. you're all dead to me now more dead than i am inside. and now i get to move on in pain and heartbreak and hatred and i'm gonna love every fuckin second of it. i live off of this. thats my life as is.. death destruction violence hatred . and ya know what? i'm slowly coming to find out that a pretty good number of my so called "friends" knew all along and decided not to tell me. so i guess more than just two people had it in for. well i guess they got me. they got me good. and then they lost me but i guess thats ok because they never wanted me in the first place. so fuck 'em anyone involved don't try and talk to me. because if someone brings this situation up to me ever again there's gonna be punches thrown. by me. and for a little guy i sure do hit pretty fuckin hard. and i don't miss. so let's drop it and if i'm still kool with you we'll move on and forget about it all. if i'm not kool with you then you can move on in the other direction away from me because i don't ever want to see, hear from, talk to, or be around any of you ever again. outtie.