This is promising...

[blacklightning]

Everything with curt/me/missy is starting to fall into place. Now I just have to figure out brendon (but I think he's okay with me...even though I kinda want to talk to him about stuff) and Zack. *sigh* Zack called this morning and accused me of cheating on him 5 months ago! I'm like, wtf? I never cheat on anyone...grr@him. Anyway...I made some phone calls...and missy wasn't able to come to the phone, and curt was home. Then I called brendon, and he was busy and Zack was at the mailboxes. Then I called curt back and he was on the otherline with missy. So I'm waiting for missy and zack to call me back. Brendon just wont call me back in general...so maybe I have a better chance of talking to him online...who knows. I had a nice convo with chris last night...it's beginning to seem like he's more willing to talk to me than anyone else...and I feel like I'm starting to trust him more than brendon. It's a really confusing life I lead right now. But I think the best strategy is to sit back and let it all happen.

On a different note, I'm sick. Nothing major...stupid chest cold. but...I'm taking medicine for it..so hopefully it'll be gone by new years. And I still have to call Erin to cancel on her thing...*shrug*