could lies build a truth?
so it's like getting to a point where you know i know myself, but not enough to save myself from self destruction.
i cant believe i did it again.
its been over two years.
and i just cant believe i did it again.
what the fuck is wrong with me??
i cant cut myself open hoping to find an outlet anymore.
i dont know where my head is at anymore.. and him calling didn't help the fucking situation when i was devasted over him NOT calling.
GOD I FUCKING HATE HIM !!!!
[its easier to blame him for everything...]
i cant believe i did it again.
its been over two years.
and i just cant believe i did it again.
what the fuck is wrong with me??
i cant cut myself open hoping to find an outlet anymore.
i dont know where my head is at anymore.. and him calling didn't help the fucking situation when i was devasted over him NOT calling.
GOD I FUCKING HATE HIM !!!!
[its easier to blame him for everything...]