On the way down

[blacklightglitz]

he said "im sorry"
on the way down
to the very core
of forgetting
but i wasnt there yet
i kept clawing at the sides
holding on
till i bled with urgency
to keep what was left
of nothing

delete
i paused this moment
rewinded
and deleted
every memory that was containing any
love
or adoration towards you

on the way down
he kept promising to bring me back up
only to talk of winter love
and summer springs
with magnolia eyes
browning at the edges
with simpering sweet tests of time
on the way
by the way
i couldn't make it..