6 feet underground..♥
so now im jobless when i didnt even get to start the job initally. so lame. anyway now im back to the draw board. And i dont know why but more then anything i've been feeling so hollow and alone. Its overwhelming the sense of lonliness that is around me. I HATE and detest the suicidal thoughts that seem to inhabit my mind from time to time. It's like one complaint from my family makes me want to walk into the garage and paint the walls with my brains. Its so ridiculous. i'd never do such a thing..
Besides. i have a niece on the way. what kind of story would they'd have to make up to her if i was gone?
All i know is.. i want a boyfriend and i want to cuddle with someone who cares.. not with someone who cant be here.
Besides. i have a niece on the way. what kind of story would they'd have to make up to her if i was gone?
All i know is.. i want a boyfriend and i want to cuddle with someone who cares.. not with someone who cant be here.