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tabaqui June 21 2010, 00:15:43 UTC
Dean doesn't remember wrenching himself away from the side of the Impala. He doesn't remember trying to stand up and failing, crawling over to the spot where everything was normal except for four freezeburnt rings cooling in the grass. He waited for it to open again, for a voice to rise out of it and say, "Sorry, I forgot you. Come on," and he would fall in after it. But nothing like that happened. Nothing happened at all. Bobby was dead. Cas was gone. Sam... all he could hear was Sam's voice. Dean sat there for a long time. It was so long that his legs went to sleep and his face went numb and his arms felt like they'd never move again, and the only thing that was real, the only thing that moved for a very long time, was the water from the sweat dripping down his back. If he waited long enough, his heart would stop.

*breaks down and cries. again.*

Jayzus. Even after all this time, i still don't really have any *words*. I just have big, sloppy emotions. And i love them, but.... They don't translate to this very well.
*sniffle*

Boys.

*isn't Dean wearing exactly the same clothes at the dinner table as he was at the door? i can't tell....*

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tahirire June 21 2010, 01:55:22 UTC
I thought he was, too, but he's not. It's because at the door his blue jacket is over his tan shirt and at the table his tan jacket is on top but he's really just wearing his tan jacket over a different shirt over a different T-shirt.

*deep breath*

Anyway, it's not. We checked. Obsessively. ;)

Ps - When I read through all the finished parts this morning, I cried about eight million times. Let's hug.

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tabaqui June 21 2010, 03:44:26 UTC
*falls on your neck*

Oh god.
*sniffles*

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blacklid June 21 2010, 13:53:41 UTC
*breaks down and cries. again.*
I KNOW. I know. *hands you more Kleenex* Now, here, go read this: Safety Is Relative (Dean & Lisa comment fic)

*isn't Dean wearing exactly the same clothes at the dinner table as he was at the door? i can't tell....*
Dean wouldn't just go there and stay the first night; he's shown us how he has trouble imposing on Lisa and Ben a few too many times for me to believe that of him. So, ehhh, the shirt thing doesn't really matter. One shirt out of three is the same and I think that threw some people off. How different are a guy's shirts, anyway? *shrugs*

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tabaqui June 21 2010, 15:07:29 UTC
Yeah, i don't think he would, either. In my most thinky moments, i think - well, it's not summer, everybody is wearing jackets and stuff so it's autumn, so it got dark around five, so that's the first night he's there and he's just staying for dinner.

But Sam getting *out* the same day he goes *in* seems....odd. Or maybe it's a couple days later 'cause it *does* take a little time to drive from Stull, Kansas to Ohio.....

But yes, in the end...not really important.

*skips away*

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