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hello. precious jus left, so now i have the lovely box!!
anyway travie called me yesterday, he offered me to go over to his house and smoke weed! i couldn't go, cause precious was over, and my mom jus wasn't gonna let me. but anyway he is askin me to go over rite now...i don't kno if i could get out or not but if i can i'm going.
anyway i was thinkin bout blake, and i was thinkin he prob woudn't like me as much if he REALLY KNEW me. i'm too much to handel. i still have very strong feelings for kevin. and i get really really sad thinkin bout cleveland and kevin. *sigh* anyway he prob wouldn't be totally down with the fact that i cut either. or if he kmew what i have done with guys, i told him the farthest i've been is 2nd. but i like blake he makes me smile a lot. plus he's somewhat of a goodie goody. and i'm a goodie goody! hehe some ppl don't think so tho. but i think if u took guys out of the pic then i'd be a goodie goody. ok other than the fact that i really want to get high sometime doesn't mean that i'm not a goodie goody. but yeah.........
anyway hawthorne heights is commin back here!!!!! they r commin here with sum 41 and unwritten law!!!! i want to go so badly!!! my mommy might let me go too!! they r commin here on the 26th, that is a tuesday. but the show starts at like 6:30, so it should be over by nine at latest. so i hope i can go!!! yey!!!
well i'm gonna go clean my room some and change, so when travie calls i can ask my mommy and be ready and go!!! (of course if she says yes)
oh i really need to send my dad my portfolio so i can maybe getin to camp, even tho i might not be going i want to get in and then worry bout actually gettin there later
well later
-Mary/ MaLea