Apr 04, 2007 12:53
This school has let me down once again!
D: All i want to do is go on gaia, but
Mother fucking bessy blocks so called "chat rooms"
Why is it December?
I had high hopes that this Spring Break
..well would actually be a Spring Break...
Perhaps, i'm just expecting too much from
the ever dissapointing U.P.
Which is why i have decided to move to Texas.
Euless ,Tx is in between Dallas and Ft. Worth.
It's a small city. but it works- Besides,
it's right by the twin cities. I love it there.
My only reason for being iffy about moving, is
due to the fact that i am TERRIFIED of moving on.
i was fully aware before that it was going to
be hard. and now that the time's coming near-
i'm getting more stressful.
Don't mind me, i'm just being a silly teen girl;
Who is scared she wont make new friends...
And mildly sickened by the thought that i wont
find someone. Somebody to fall in love with.
O}:>
I want to go for a ride on the Hoop D, one last time.
Love sucks, and i would rather trade it for some other emotion.
i was told once that you cant be in love with someone unless
the love you back, but what if they did at some point- then slowly
fell out? i mean, you would technicallly still love that
person, regardless if they loved you back or not, right?
SO, fuck that. i never had that kind of emotion for
ANYBODY in my entire life.
i dont know what it is
that i want exactly- but i want it NOW.
I want someone who :
wont make me sigh out of discust.never attempt impressing me.who will laugh along side me; vice versa.
It's hard to find people like me.
[not only love- but friendship-wise hence my being scared]
i have grotesque humor.
i dont want to have the same friends as my sister and or aunt.
i want friend of my own. My own age.
..i want to take you ALL with me...