Sep 12, 2006 15:28
Yes, I was crying throughout math class spazmatically like some idiot.
no, It wasn't because I made a 47 on the test. I don't care about the fucking test. Cat(dance) and Cass(comm arts) and Sean(tech) got nom. for gov. honors. Yes, it upset me because it was something I REALLY wanted to do. Alot. I was dealing with alot of jealousy and other joyful stuff like anger and hate(not towards them). It hurts. yeah. So then I decided to at least act ok about it in front of everyone. I am really sad and upset about it. If they both get accepted I will have no one all summer. I wrote a poem about it.(lame I know) I got home and was told that my parents were diappointed in me for not getting the nom. Thanks for the emotional support parents. Fuck it.Tears are so stupid.
The End.
Chad is my UN country. I'm in the special council for AU or African Union. I will anihilate them. because I feel like a total and complete bitch. Now I'm going to ride. god knows if that will make me feel better whatsoever today. I want to go backpacking. I'm going next weekend. I am so ready to go.
HAve fun in Ireland cat. loves you. You will get accepted because you are amazing and beautiful and very good at what you love.