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I'm guessing there's a vendetta going on here..
I've set my goals and haven't felt this confident in such a long fucking time.
I've decided that it's too short to dwell over and I'll ride out whatever I have; even if I had nothing.
As much as I want to fight it, I have to fight myself for my own position here and keep my head high.
I STILL wish I had it all back...like I did not to long ago.
It's hard to say I'll move on when I know what I really need.
I had my mind set on her and still do til every last breath I take because I know now never to give up like I used to.
From now on I'm staring life in the face with my fist high because I am now who I really am.
I've fought it all before. So now..
Fuckin Bring it.
I'm in NYC visiting my sister which lives with her boyfriend.
I learned to surf today. cool.
Adam says I'm a natural at surfing. I caught a few 3 foot waves or so and road them a while without falling off. I might have a new hobby someday. cool.
I've set my goals and haven't felt this confident in such a long fucking time.
I've decided that it's too short to dwell over and I'll ride out whatever I have; even if I had nothing.
As much as I want to fight it, I have to fight myself for my own position here and keep my head high.
I STILL wish I had it all back...like I did not to long ago.
It's hard to say I'll move on when I know what I really need.
I had my mind set on her and still do til every last breath I take because I know now never to give up like I used to.
From now on I'm staring life in the face with my fist high because I am now who I really am.
I've fought it all before. So now..
Fuckin Bring it.
I'm in NYC visiting my sister which lives with her boyfriend.
I learned to surf today. cool.
Adam says I'm a natural at surfing. I caught a few 3 foot waves or so and road them a while without falling off. I might have a new hobby someday. cool.