Mar 18, 2006 21:55
if anyone knows about this incident, it's because i didn't want to talk about it.
until now.
you see, after the sheraton hotel experience, some of you know that my father does not like me singing in men's chorale. in fact, he considers me a disgrace. if he hasn't told me already, trust me, he can tell. i keep telling him its a great experience and that it will help me in the near future, but that only aggravates him even more as he thinks that i will become a singer.
that is totally untrue. i want to become a non-musical actor.
now by the time winter chorus came in and he had figured out i came into play, he was so pissed off that he kicked me out of the house. i am now living in with my aunt. she's really REALLY nice, and i like her a lot. i told him before i left, with such an angry aura that it was fine with me, AS LONG AS MY FATHER HAD NO MORE CONTACT WITH ME.
i have had enough of him and it really sickens me when he treats me this way. he wants me to become what he likes, not what i admire to be. and what's even worse is he wants me to come back home. ARE YOU FUCKIN KIDDING ME??
of course i want to go home, i just don't want him there. its so much easier here with my aunt. she lets me go wherever as long as i come on time back home, which is fine with me because i don't go anywhere evil. and im glad that she can trust me. my father's idea of life is: school, home, school, home, school, home. school, mosque, home. it's close to the idea of house arrest.
*sigh* i don't care anymore, but please do leave a comment about what i should do: go back home with him and deal with it, or continue on staying at my aunt's house and working on my schoolwork but being a little more free?
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pps. really, please leave a comment.