Apr 09, 2006 05:53
I've been depressed lately, put in the middle of everyone's arguments. I was trying to get better, trying to look at the 'happy things' but the one person who I look to, even he made me feel like shit.
I'm sorry I'm a horrible girlfriend
I'm sorry I'm the reason you're sick
I'm sorry you let your food get cold
I'm sorry I "don't do anything"
I'm sorry they make you do the yard
I'm sorry you don't think I can stay happy with you
You say "I'm enegaged to the greatest woman alive"
If I'm so great, you would not have sat there and reamed me for ten minutes just because your food got cold. I didn't tell you you couldn't eat. You ream me and tell me how I "sat and did nothing all day" but wait for you to come over then you sat there and reamed me for you being sick. Guess what? I'm sick too. Am I reaming you for it? No. Then you sat there and reamed me because they told you to do the yard. I didn't tell them to tell you to do that, ALL I ever wanted was to see you. You say I "can't stay happy" with you "for more than 24 hours" well I'd be happy if you didn't sit there for 10 minutes making me feel like shit then signing off and not dealing with the problem you just caused. All I did was say I wasn't gonna eat because the food my mom cooked wasn't all that great. (shes a good cook, I'm just not in the mood for what she cooked) I was half asleep when I talked to you, half the things you said, I couldn't understand then you started yelling at me. Well congratulations. You accomplished in making me feel like the worst girlfriend alive.