Jun 14, 2007 13:56
my screams get lost in a paper cup...do you think theres a heaven where the screams have gone....
well fucken fuckedy fuck fuck fuck crap stick cunt fuck shit bastard crap....fishsticks
that is all...
no really... yesterday my heart got broken then semi mended in the evening....
the house sale fell through,,,, my heart broke.. shattered.. looked up at the sky and said.. "ok i yield".....i cried so hard.. i dontt hink i have ever cried like that... but i cried my soul out...and i think i realised, my mum realised... for the first time how much this all meant to me... my god i cried, and quietly shook my head in disbelief... cry cry cry
the real estate agents ... worked furiously into the evening.. doin their sums, doin their figures... ringsing everyone they could think of to sell this house.... and a woman from the office came through , loved it and put an offer on it straight away... but i said.. before i sign the papers i wanna know that she has finance.. so i have waited till today to find out that the broker says its 100% kosher and we signed the papers....
but i still feel very out of sorts... my head feels terrible and my eyes still feel swollen and puffy from yesterdays emotional exploits...
and all i can do from now on is look up and say "I YIELD FUCKER I YIELD..IM TIRED OF THIS"
god doesnt like me