words on a screen
today, march 23, at 3 am, i found out that a friendd of mine who, last we talked, was expecting 2 beautiful baby boys had lo st one. and that los hit me hard. I cried. alot. still doing s o as i write this post. not both er in to corect my errs. so later i can remem the pain and osrrow i felt.
Following is written about 30 minutes after above portion.
To Phil and Jenny,
I know that I am merely words upon a screen and a face you will most likely never meet. Today I broke down upon learning of yer loss and what was required of you.
I cant remember the last time I cried. At least a year ago, maybe more...
words fail me, i dont know what to write. i hurts. i cant stop crying. I feel a minute fraction of the pain you must have and still do feel. I do feel joy of steven and i cry in joy to. mixed.
shaking crying. lost. joy. words suck at conveying emotion, depth and breath of it.
Following is written about 30 minutes after above portion.
To Phil and Jenny,
I know that I am merely words upon a screen and a face you will most likely never meet. Today I broke down upon learning of yer loss and what was required of you.
I cant remember the last time I cried. At least a year ago, maybe more...
words fail me, i dont know what to write. i hurts. i cant stop crying. I feel a minute fraction of the pain you must have and still do feel. I do feel joy of steven and i cry in joy to. mixed.
shaking crying. lost. joy. words suck at conveying emotion, depth and breath of it.