Ten of Swords
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew
I'm listening to a fair bit of Pink lately, kinda funny.
Not much of an update here, just random blurbs. Heather was over for the past few nights. Thank you, hun. So much. Things seem brighter.
I go through times where I feel so unmotivated. But I don't know. Every so often, something will happen, and I feel like I have energy to do things again, get shit done, say some words that should be said. I dunno. I think there's something about not having a room mate anymore that just gets to me and I dunno. Maybe I get lonely and that's why I get unmotivated? Seriously though, Jess was able to keep my spirits up always. So maybe I just need to crash in Tara's room more often. Who knows.
PS- LOVE the weather today, fucking fab.
"I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch
I can't stay on your morphine cause it's making me itch.
I try to call the nurse again, but she's being a little bitch.
I think I'll get out of here."