fucking bull shit
so AJ and i make plans today to go to Wills baseball game at 4 then a movie then come back and eat dinner then go to the gym do some cardio and work out with our trainer and 30 mins ago joes invites him to go to tamecula and he asks me is if i would be mad if he went...
(in my head) no duah ill be mad and he knows that, like how stupid do you have to be to not, but i told him to just do what he wants, b/c i dont want him to hang out with me if he doesnt want to, so in his head he thinks i gave him permission to do it b/c i said do what you want, and later when im still upset he is going to be like "well if you told me you didnt want me to go i wouldnt of gone" blah blah blah...
whatever he is an ass b/c even tomorrow my mom is having surgery and hes not going to come with me, and im not going to make him he has a thing to go to for bella and he promised her but he is able to come after that but he would rather go Halloween shopping instead of being there in support, like i was when his mom had surgery
and the thing that bugs me the most is that he doesnt want to be there, and that all i want is for him to just care and want to be, but you cant make people do things, i just feel after two years he wouldnt blow me off last minute and he would want to be with me when my mom is going under the knife
and another thing that bugs me is that when he does things like this it makes me want to treat him the same way, but i know he would be pissed off if i just flaked on him or didnt want to go with him to things he views as important, but i try to follow that golden rule but i think he just takes advantage of that, its just a double standard i feel he has, he can be a dick but i cant....im so mad!!!!!!!!
(in my head) no duah ill be mad and he knows that, like how stupid do you have to be to not, but i told him to just do what he wants, b/c i dont want him to hang out with me if he doesnt want to, so in his head he thinks i gave him permission to do it b/c i said do what you want, and later when im still upset he is going to be like "well if you told me you didnt want me to go i wouldnt of gone" blah blah blah...
whatever he is an ass b/c even tomorrow my mom is having surgery and hes not going to come with me, and im not going to make him he has a thing to go to for bella and he promised her but he is able to come after that but he would rather go Halloween shopping instead of being there in support, like i was when his mom had surgery
and the thing that bugs me the most is that he doesnt want to be there, and that all i want is for him to just care and want to be, but you cant make people do things, i just feel after two years he wouldnt blow me off last minute and he would want to be with me when my mom is going under the knife
and another thing that bugs me is that when he does things like this it makes me want to treat him the same way, but i know he would be pissed off if i just flaked on him or didnt want to go with him to things he views as important, but i try to follow that golden rule but i think he just takes advantage of that, its just a double standard i feel he has, he can be a dick but i cant....im so mad!!!!!!!!