I miss Lissie

[blackisntacolor]

soo.. last night was REALLY bad.. i almost decided to run away.. ha.. i had my bags packed and everything... but then i just ended up crying myself to sleep... i had no place to go anyway... i woulda just taken the bus somewhere or walked around all night till i decided to come home in the morning... but yea.. i wont go into details.. just my mom blablabla.. anyways... i really miss Lissie... usually when that happends id be able to call her... or talk to her abuot it the next day.. but shes not here... and its gonna be soooooooooooo long till she gets back.. im gonna die.. i didnt even get to say goodbye either.. i thoght she would call me on saturday but she never did.. and i got home late so i couldnt call her house.. and then she wasnt online... god damn... but yea.. right now there are a couple of guys in my backyard cutting back blackberry vines.. one of them goes to our school.. HES SO HOT.. haha and then yea his younger brother is with him... im so bored i might die... but i have no energy to do anything... my body is so tired.. like... im awake im not gonna go to sleep er anyting.. but my body is just like bleh.. i duno its hard to explain.. anyway im gonna go. bye.

-- Lissie, i miss you.--