It's itchy
That spring virus that infects you and demands every waking second that you be outside and not working 50 hrs a week. I should just get a job AT Kensington Metro Park, then I think my problems would be solved. Although I'd probably end up picking up deer poop but at this point...I'D BE OUTSIDE!!!! I've been thinking a lot about religions recently. I think that I'm going to try to get involved in Wiccan...an actual religion...which is the complete opposite of my usual statement "I'm not into organized religions." I guess deep down I am because I strive to have a group setting and I want to get together with others with similar ideas and intuitions. I just don't know what we'd do after we got together... The problem with my dilemma is that I don't have the time to devote to a coven. I think that would make them think that I wasn't true and devoted to the faith. I don't know...grrr I just want a gathering of like minded people that don't have very many demands and that are open minded enough to understand that I am vague in my worship but that doesn't mean my passion suffers any because of it.
I mentioned to Denny at Convocation that I feel like I'm being called to do something. In school I always wondered at the various teachers/pastors that were called away and disappeared throughout my life. How did they know? I feel like I'm being called to share. Simply that...not teach, just share. I had different opportunities to talk to some of my teammates about different religions and they seemed so into it and interested (*surprised*) I have to smile because of the fact that I admire people like Denny and Damion for their religious knowledge and to these teammates...I'm the one with the knowledge. I've never felt like that before...it's interesting. Ok, enough meandering. Love you guys.
I mentioned to Denny at Convocation that I feel like I'm being called to do something. In school I always wondered at the various teachers/pastors that were called away and disappeared throughout my life. How did they know? I feel like I'm being called to share. Simply that...not teach, just share. I had different opportunities to talk to some of my teammates about different religions and they seemed so into it and interested (*surprised*) I have to smile because of the fact that I admire people like Denny and Damion for their religious knowledge and to these teammates...I'm the one with the knowledge. I've never felt like that before...it's interesting. Ok, enough meandering. Love you guys.