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I'm super excited about Convocation. I can't believe it's less than a month away. I think I really miss going to conventions. Wish I had more money for them. Unfortunately though that amazing spiritually exhilarating feeling I get at Convocation will be gone like 2 weeks after. I need to find really crazy spiritual people to hang out with cuz I never feel more at home and at peace than I do when I'm surrounded by crazy spiritual people at Convocation. I always thought dancing naked under the moon meant that you had to practice some kind of magic so I always avoided it...seeing how I don't practice magic; now I think I don't care anymore. Guess the only problem now is that I have to find people who are willing to worship like that with me. I'm so bad at making lasting friendships. Heck I can't even keep up on the friendships that I've had for years let alone new ones. I guess I'm afraid that if I start meeting crazy dancing-moon people they'll be disappointed in my lack of...something. It's not like I go around telling people to feel my aura or trying to impress them with my "magical skills" and I'm afraid that they'll see that as being less devoted than them or something. Am I being to critical? Maybe I'll actually find those few crazy dancing-moon people who will accept me for what I am. Hmmmm...the search begins