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So I woke up this morning with this, and I just wanted to let you know....
If you're reading this, anybody, anywhere in the world, wherever you are, if you think I'm upset or angry or downright pissed off, or that I'm holding any kind of grudge against you for things that might have happened in the past... I'm not and I don't. I'm officially letting go of all my hate, trying not to act like a stupid, petulant, selfish child, trying to get my calm back.
And it's already working.
I want to let go of all the anger at the world that's holding me down, and be that person you used to know, the one who gave off (or tried to give off) love and acceptance wherever he went. I used to think I needed a support group to do that, but I don't. I do, however, need to be a part of the world. It's the only one I have. And hopefully that includes you.
And part of this is also me apologizing for any pain or embarrassment I've ever caused YOU. I know I'm not easy to understand most of the time, but I did make a pact with myself long, long ago not to inflict any more pain on the world whenever possible, and I've been mostly successful at that, but God knows I've made some stupid mistakes, too. If I hurt you, I'm sorry. But remember, no matter what's gone down between us, if you're on this Earth, I ain't even mad. You are forgiven; please forgive me.
I think I'm back. I don't quite know what that means, but I think I'm back again.
(NOTE: This is no way affects my snark. This... is personal.)
If you're reading this, anybody, anywhere in the world, wherever you are, if you think I'm upset or angry or downright pissed off, or that I'm holding any kind of grudge against you for things that might have happened in the past... I'm not and I don't. I'm officially letting go of all my hate, trying not to act like a stupid, petulant, selfish child, trying to get my calm back.
And it's already working.
I want to let go of all the anger at the world that's holding me down, and be that person you used to know, the one who gave off (or tried to give off) love and acceptance wherever he went. I used to think I needed a support group to do that, but I don't. I do, however, need to be a part of the world. It's the only one I have. And hopefully that includes you.
And part of this is also me apologizing for any pain or embarrassment I've ever caused YOU. I know I'm not easy to understand most of the time, but I did make a pact with myself long, long ago not to inflict any more pain on the world whenever possible, and I've been mostly successful at that, but God knows I've made some stupid mistakes, too. If I hurt you, I'm sorry. But remember, no matter what's gone down between us, if you're on this Earth, I ain't even mad. You are forgiven; please forgive me.
I think I'm back. I don't quite know what that means, but I think I'm back again.
(NOTE: This is no way affects my snark. This... is personal.)