fiction:::acid sower, dance, dancing in circles around a spotlight, doing anything but sleeping
Dreaming of dreams
Wanting to wish
Upon a moon
With its light casting on the water
Stretching from the shore to eternity
Where the ocean meets the sky
At the end of the earth
Entwining the entangled
Playing games with emotions
Like twister and operation
Separating the soft sense of feelings
To explode into a nuclear holocaust of secrets
The patient has died with a broken heart
Someone dieing to live
And thirsty for dry warmth
Such as of a hand upon a smooth face
Or soft lips telling a secret to your tongue
As fingers play tricks on their friends
Trying to find the ticklish spot
Causing a rush of nerves through the spine
Back arch, arms over head smile stretching wide
To blow a kiss that could knock you out
And make your throat parched from panting, juicy wet
Body sprawled on the floor with your hair encircling your head
Like a halo for an innocent angle
Just waking up from a sleepy summer night fall
As the moon shines bright
Making her eyes glow brighter then the stars
And her teeth more shiny with every inch of smile
Her eye lashes like branches on a tree of dreams
Long and thick like her body
Lying there unmoving, unnoticed, and silent
But wanted with a passionate crazing
You feel like a fish out of water with her body lying there
Untouched, unfelt, unfeeling to your hands
Like acid grease they run down her
Staining her white body with blackness
So instead of a star she blends in with the rest of the night sky
Only leaving her pure of thought
Which is soon also stained with the craving for more
The acid that was spread on her body soon covers her like a shower
Dripping on her body
Drop after drop caressing her entirely with a single stroke
Your hands smearing the hunger for more
More bitterness, make it thicker, everlasting
Let me show you what sweet and sour really tastes like
What getting drenched in misery is really like
Let me watch your pain
Let me watch you suffer like I did when you covered up my innocence
Covered it up like a fire blanket over a tiny candle flame
And when the rain is done
You feel so unnatural
So unreal you just want to get it all off you
But it’s stained on forever like a scar
And not even a towel can wipe it off
No matter how hard you try on each other, you feel a hate
What have you done to each other?
And it’s our entire fault
The grease seeping through your pores
Burning your skin
For however how hard your rub it just smears
And with a lonesome sigh
And the warm mud turning cold on your body
You try to gain back a glimpse of innocence
Orange light shines through the glass pains of the window
Cracking away part of that hard shell of grease
So cold with vanity and false confidence
As the power of there love overcomes all power
The power of pressure
The power of fear
The power of lust
The heat and pain
The sweat and dirt
Grime and thirst
To clench it
With not just water
Twisting your spine
In directions unthinkable
Hoping to catch the eye
Of a certain someone
Dancing a little away
But just close enough
To see you hips
See their motion
The way they shake
And you hope for their captivity
To be in your possession
And if they ignore you
You beg for more
Throwing off with out a care
Other you have transfixed
You do the un-thought of
Rolling up your shirt
Pulling up your skirt
Just a little higher
Just a little higher
Hoping just a glance
Will catch his eye
And draw him up
Like a fish
But when he’s stubborn
You blow him off
And head for another
Even though he still lies
In the back of your mind
But you can’t stop dancing
To the rhythm of the beat
Now pounding in your head
The undying Constance
That shakes you mind
Takes hold of you
Wraps you up in warmth
And undeniable pleasure
Where the world becomes a competition
Judging on everything thing
Your moves
Your body
Your emotion
What dives you to do
The things you do
How many new friends you have made
How many new lovers you have made
The beauty
The love
And nonacceptance
All combined with pure freedom
Of everything
And anything
That your heart desires
Dancing in circles around a spotlight
Floating and floating
Deeper and deeper
Colder and colder
The spotlight will never touch you
With its silver, blues and grays
But it chases you anyways
Casting shadows on you body
With every wave
And every lap of ocean
The water touching every inch of your body
In a single stroke
It lifts you up
And lets you sink
Exhaling all the air in your lungs
Like mere bubbles in the vast darks
Your eyes glow like toys underwater
Dull and blinking
Washes out
Soaked
Your body once floating
Sinks, the spotlight cannot reach or grab you
Sinks the ocean cannot lift or rush you
Only one force can save you
Its by far weaker then the ocean
But when the stronger give up
Its felt to the weak to finish it
With a gasp, a dive and the trusting of limbs
You beat the tide
Beat the darkness and the fears
And with your eyes filled with tears
Unnoticeable in the depths
The reach with all your might
For the single touch of flesh
The only thing you can relate to
The desert or water begins to crush your lungs
Never on your side it tries to pull you up
Crushing your lungs
Making you weak just by its surroundings
But like a shooting star a miracle occurs
And with a final push
You reach the treasure
Not responsive it’s almost not like you
Leaving you alone once again
This treasure
That you have been searching so long for
Might not even be worth anything
Not that you would want to ever give it away
But it’s not the end
You grab the shimmering body
Now heavy as the waters pushes her down
Possessive of her body
Like invisible chains holding her down
You have no air
Your loosing life strength, hope
The moon seems so far away
The surface seems so beautiful from down here
And you might never again
Taste the sweetness for the oceans enemy
So close yet so far are they
Water is filled with it yet can’t accept it
And you need it
You want it
You must have it
If you don’t
You will be stuck staring up at if for life
Doing anything but sleeping
Anything but sleeping
And yet she wakes up
Feeling like she has been doing anything but sleeping
Anything but sleeping
Anything but dreaming
About anything but sleeping
Exhausted from a long night of dreaming?
Dreaming of being awake
Dreaming of being wide awake
You can sleep and dream
And dream and sleep
But you can’t dream of your sleeping?
Dream of yourself dreaming
Dreaming, of dreaming?
No
It can’t be
And yet you wake up
And feel like you have gotten no sleep
With no dreaming
And no dreams
But the time has gone by
And you have just woken up
And your dream is still half playing
Why are you so tired and awake?
Were you dreaming of being awake?
Until you woke up from your dream
Your dream of being awake and getting no sleep?
Why do you feel as if you got no sleep?
But can remember dreaming?
Can remember dreaming
But cannot remember your dream
Of just being awake
But maybe this time
You can sleep
Just sleep
Without being awake
Dreaming of being awake
Just no dreaming
With no dreams
Please
No dreams
Wanting to wish
Upon a moon
With its light casting on the water
Stretching from the shore to eternity
Where the ocean meets the sky
At the end of the earth
Entwining the entangled
Playing games with emotions
Like twister and operation
Separating the soft sense of feelings
To explode into a nuclear holocaust of secrets
The patient has died with a broken heart
Someone dieing to live
And thirsty for dry warmth
Such as of a hand upon a smooth face
Or soft lips telling a secret to your tongue
As fingers play tricks on their friends
Trying to find the ticklish spot
Causing a rush of nerves through the spine
Back arch, arms over head smile stretching wide
To blow a kiss that could knock you out
And make your throat parched from panting, juicy wet
Body sprawled on the floor with your hair encircling your head
Like a halo for an innocent angle
Just waking up from a sleepy summer night fall
As the moon shines bright
Making her eyes glow brighter then the stars
And her teeth more shiny with every inch of smile
Her eye lashes like branches on a tree of dreams
Long and thick like her body
Lying there unmoving, unnoticed, and silent
But wanted with a passionate crazing
You feel like a fish out of water with her body lying there
Untouched, unfelt, unfeeling to your hands
Like acid grease they run down her
Staining her white body with blackness
So instead of a star she blends in with the rest of the night sky
Only leaving her pure of thought
Which is soon also stained with the craving for more
The acid that was spread on her body soon covers her like a shower
Dripping on her body
Drop after drop caressing her entirely with a single stroke
Your hands smearing the hunger for more
More bitterness, make it thicker, everlasting
Let me show you what sweet and sour really tastes like
What getting drenched in misery is really like
Let me watch your pain
Let me watch you suffer like I did when you covered up my innocence
Covered it up like a fire blanket over a tiny candle flame
And when the rain is done
You feel so unnatural
So unreal you just want to get it all off you
But it’s stained on forever like a scar
And not even a towel can wipe it off
No matter how hard you try on each other, you feel a hate
What have you done to each other?
And it’s our entire fault
The grease seeping through your pores
Burning your skin
For however how hard your rub it just smears
And with a lonesome sigh
And the warm mud turning cold on your body
You try to gain back a glimpse of innocence
Orange light shines through the glass pains of the window
Cracking away part of that hard shell of grease
So cold with vanity and false confidence
As the power of there love overcomes all power
The power of pressure
The power of fear
The power of lust
The heat and pain
The sweat and dirt
Grime and thirst
To clench it
With not just water
Twisting your spine
In directions unthinkable
Hoping to catch the eye
Of a certain someone
Dancing a little away
But just close enough
To see you hips
See their motion
The way they shake
And you hope for their captivity
To be in your possession
And if they ignore you
You beg for more
Throwing off with out a care
Other you have transfixed
You do the un-thought of
Rolling up your shirt
Pulling up your skirt
Just a little higher
Just a little higher
Hoping just a glance
Will catch his eye
And draw him up
Like a fish
But when he’s stubborn
You blow him off
And head for another
Even though he still lies
In the back of your mind
But you can’t stop dancing
To the rhythm of the beat
Now pounding in your head
The undying Constance
That shakes you mind
Takes hold of you
Wraps you up in warmth
And undeniable pleasure
Where the world becomes a competition
Judging on everything thing
Your moves
Your body
Your emotion
What dives you to do
The things you do
How many new friends you have made
How many new lovers you have made
The beauty
The love
And nonacceptance
All combined with pure freedom
Of everything
And anything
That your heart desires
Dancing in circles around a spotlight
Floating and floating
Deeper and deeper
Colder and colder
The spotlight will never touch you
With its silver, blues and grays
But it chases you anyways
Casting shadows on you body
With every wave
And every lap of ocean
The water touching every inch of your body
In a single stroke
It lifts you up
And lets you sink
Exhaling all the air in your lungs
Like mere bubbles in the vast darks
Your eyes glow like toys underwater
Dull and blinking
Washes out
Soaked
Your body once floating
Sinks, the spotlight cannot reach or grab you
Sinks the ocean cannot lift or rush you
Only one force can save you
Its by far weaker then the ocean
But when the stronger give up
Its felt to the weak to finish it
With a gasp, a dive and the trusting of limbs
You beat the tide
Beat the darkness and the fears
And with your eyes filled with tears
Unnoticeable in the depths
The reach with all your might
For the single touch of flesh
The only thing you can relate to
The desert or water begins to crush your lungs
Never on your side it tries to pull you up
Crushing your lungs
Making you weak just by its surroundings
But like a shooting star a miracle occurs
And with a final push
You reach the treasure
Not responsive it’s almost not like you
Leaving you alone once again
This treasure
That you have been searching so long for
Might not even be worth anything
Not that you would want to ever give it away
But it’s not the end
You grab the shimmering body
Now heavy as the waters pushes her down
Possessive of her body
Like invisible chains holding her down
You have no air
Your loosing life strength, hope
The moon seems so far away
The surface seems so beautiful from down here
And you might never again
Taste the sweetness for the oceans enemy
So close yet so far are they
Water is filled with it yet can’t accept it
And you need it
You want it
You must have it
If you don’t
You will be stuck staring up at if for life
Doing anything but sleeping
Anything but sleeping
And yet she wakes up
Feeling like she has been doing anything but sleeping
Anything but sleeping
Anything but dreaming
About anything but sleeping
Exhausted from a long night of dreaming?
Dreaming of being awake
Dreaming of being wide awake
You can sleep and dream
And dream and sleep
But you can’t dream of your sleeping?
Dream of yourself dreaming
Dreaming, of dreaming?
No
It can’t be
And yet you wake up
And feel like you have gotten no sleep
With no dreaming
And no dreams
But the time has gone by
And you have just woken up
And your dream is still half playing
Why are you so tired and awake?
Were you dreaming of being awake?
Until you woke up from your dream
Your dream of being awake and getting no sleep?
Why do you feel as if you got no sleep?
But can remember dreaming?
Can remember dreaming
But cannot remember your dream
Of just being awake
But maybe this time
You can sleep
Just sleep
Without being awake
Dreaming of being awake
Just no dreaming
With no dreams
Please
No dreams