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Still have most of my fingers after last night. Ran to my dad's house during lunch hour for a quick BBQ meal with the fam that was nearby.
Had Jade with me for the day. The first 20min or so she was too scared to go outside with all the fireworks but once she figured how to cover her ears, she actually enjoyed herself. My brother, dog, Jade, and I just laid on our front lawn watchin the neighbors shoot of a mini aresenal of rockets and fountains of showers. Good times.
The more time I spend with her, the less I want her to leave with Allisa to cali for yr and half then off to wherever. I'll just miss her too much and I know she'll miss me.
Told Allisa I wanted to try to be a family but she said "Hell no, never. I'm over you for good" & then told me to just go get laid...sigh. Cant really do anything right anymore it seems.
Had Jade with me for the day. The first 20min or so she was too scared to go outside with all the fireworks but once she figured how to cover her ears, she actually enjoyed herself. My brother, dog, Jade, and I just laid on our front lawn watchin the neighbors shoot of a mini aresenal of rockets and fountains of showers. Good times.
The more time I spend with her, the less I want her to leave with Allisa to cali for yr and half then off to wherever. I'll just miss her too much and I know she'll miss me.
Told Allisa I wanted to try to be a family but she said "Hell no, never. I'm over you for good" & then told me to just go get laid...sigh. Cant really do anything right anymore it seems.