heyyouwhatsthatsound...
WELP. Rj.. could have been right last night.
But Im not back together with Richard. He has some.. "Issues" to work out for himself before any of that, and like I said before... Not until he gets everything straight.
But.. before all that....
I had an interview in Sagnasty today. Kat went with me becos it was out of some guys house, this office, I mean..
And..It was in Saginaw?
..And.. we're suburbanite white chicks.. heh.
So we had this plan.. if the guy tried anything, I was going to call Kat and she'd run in and save the day.. or something? It would have worked. Hm.
It went well though, then Jenny called me while I was in it, and so.. We went to the Texan becos again.. I was a jerk to my friends and didn't talk to anyone.
It was good. I had a good day all day. Even the crappy drug class was okay. I learn a bunch. Mum said I should get into social work er som'n. hah.
Kat had to pee at 3. And, no one will understand that, but we do. So I went down to Vet's to do some homework. (I don't know what home is apparently)
Then Richard called. And sounded depressed. I knew he would talk to me normally at least, so.. I picked him up. And we went to Walmart...and got his glasses fixed..
So. Then. We talked. For a long time. He cried. I hugged him. Cos he was hurting. Richard doesn't like to cry in front of me at all. But, we decided that things need to be better for both of us mentally before we decide to officially be together again.
He told me he wanted to quit smoking. And I told him that, I'd be there to support him, but I can't force him to do it. I don't know what will happen... But he's scared of a lot of things right now and I believe he realizes that.. he's not going to have another chance.
He told me at first.. that.. he's too addicted to pot.. that no one likes him when he's sober..
but I told him.. It's the opposite, no one likes him much when he's fucked up..and he said.. it seemed like it though...
yeah? because they're fucked up too...
We hung out for a while, then I went to class and he went off with Jeff for a bit. But afterwards he called me.. and just sat with me all night, even though we were around tons of people...
So.. after that, we went to the Texan for coffee, which.. he hasn't wanted to do in such a long time.
Sam was there with Kindall and her cousin Mindi... we talked with them for a bit, but also just... talked some more? I don't know. Richard and I haven't just done that for months.
It feels good... I don't know.
ANDEEEE was SUPPOSED to call me though...to hang out. But yOU DIdN't... Cunt. :P
I know this is long... hah. but I don't care if you read it or not. It feels good. I missed my livejournal.
And my friends. Im glad that none of you went away. I luff you all.
I'm sorry I was a jerk.
:(
But Im not back together with Richard. He has some.. "Issues" to work out for himself before any of that, and like I said before... Not until he gets everything straight.
But.. before all that....
I had an interview in Sagnasty today. Kat went with me becos it was out of some guys house, this office, I mean..
And..It was in Saginaw?
..And.. we're suburbanite white chicks.. heh.
So we had this plan.. if the guy tried anything, I was going to call Kat and she'd run in and save the day.. or something? It would have worked. Hm.
It went well though, then Jenny called me while I was in it, and so.. We went to the Texan becos again.. I was a jerk to my friends and didn't talk to anyone.
It was good. I had a good day all day. Even the crappy drug class was okay. I learn a bunch. Mum said I should get into social work er som'n. hah.
Kat had to pee at 3. And, no one will understand that, but we do. So I went down to Vet's to do some homework. (I don't know what home is apparently)
Then Richard called. And sounded depressed. I knew he would talk to me normally at least, so.. I picked him up. And we went to Walmart...and got his glasses fixed..
So. Then. We talked. For a long time. He cried. I hugged him. Cos he was hurting. Richard doesn't like to cry in front of me at all. But, we decided that things need to be better for both of us mentally before we decide to officially be together again.
He told me he wanted to quit smoking. And I told him that, I'd be there to support him, but I can't force him to do it. I don't know what will happen... But he's scared of a lot of things right now and I believe he realizes that.. he's not going to have another chance.
He told me at first.. that.. he's too addicted to pot.. that no one likes him when he's sober..
but I told him.. It's the opposite, no one likes him much when he's fucked up..and he said.. it seemed like it though...
yeah? because they're fucked up too...
We hung out for a while, then I went to class and he went off with Jeff for a bit. But afterwards he called me.. and just sat with me all night, even though we were around tons of people...
So.. after that, we went to the Texan for coffee, which.. he hasn't wanted to do in such a long time.
Sam was there with Kindall and her cousin Mindi... we talked with them for a bit, but also just... talked some more? I don't know. Richard and I haven't just done that for months.
It feels good... I don't know.
ANDEEEE was SUPPOSED to call me though...to hang out. But yOU DIdN't... Cunt. :P
I know this is long... hah. but I don't care if you read it or not. It feels good. I missed my livejournal.
And my friends. Im glad that none of you went away. I luff you all.
I'm sorry I was a jerk.
:(