fuckallthecunts.dundundunnn.
I've come to realize..that I'm glad I'm not friends really with some of the people I used to be friends with.
If you're going to pretend with me and just say "Oh yeah, huh? that's really shitty." Fuck you. Why don't you all tell me to shut the fuck up about it and that you couldn't care less?
Don't try to fake sympathy with me.
I'm sick of people laughing at the fact that yes.. my boyfriend is what most people would consider a thug.. I don't really care. I love Richard. No one has ever treated me the way he does. Or even taken the time to listen to me, or want to be with me that much.
Today is our 5 month anniversary... and he'll be gone for the next 90 days to a rehabilitation program where he works during the day and goes back to a house at night where he's locked down like in jail.
I honestly don't know why you even bother, Andy. I'm sorry I even tried to get some sort of feeling from you. You know, Im so happy for you and Jen.. But you don't need to act like you do towards me.. if you want to act like that?.. Don't even talk to me.I don't want to have to deal with ANYONE'S bullshit and fakeness anymore.
Maybe you all don't approve of Richard and some of the choices he's made, but you don't need to look down on me or him for it. It's really sad when I think about my friends, because most of you.. I don't even consider as friends anymore, you're just.. people I know. Don't whine to me that your girlfriend is gone for the weekend.. that you haven't seen them in a number of hours.. Or that you got into a fight over nothing... I don't feel any sympathy for you whatsoever.
At least you can get into fights... you could smack the shit out of them if they really piss you off.. The only thing I can do is write letters and talk through a glass window.
I'm sorry..
that you just don't understand.
If you're going to pretend with me and just say "Oh yeah, huh? that's really shitty." Fuck you. Why don't you all tell me to shut the fuck up about it and that you couldn't care less?
Don't try to fake sympathy with me.
I'm sick of people laughing at the fact that yes.. my boyfriend is what most people would consider a thug.. I don't really care. I love Richard. No one has ever treated me the way he does. Or even taken the time to listen to me, or want to be with me that much.
Today is our 5 month anniversary... and he'll be gone for the next 90 days to a rehabilitation program where he works during the day and goes back to a house at night where he's locked down like in jail.
I honestly don't know why you even bother, Andy. I'm sorry I even tried to get some sort of feeling from you. You know, Im so happy for you and Jen.. But you don't need to act like you do towards me.. if you want to act like that?.. Don't even talk to me.I don't want to have to deal with ANYONE'S bullshit and fakeness anymore.
Maybe you all don't approve of Richard and some of the choices he's made, but you don't need to look down on me or him for it. It's really sad when I think about my friends, because most of you.. I don't even consider as friends anymore, you're just.. people I know. Don't whine to me that your girlfriend is gone for the weekend.. that you haven't seen them in a number of hours.. Or that you got into a fight over nothing... I don't feel any sympathy for you whatsoever.
At least you can get into fights... you could smack the shit out of them if they really piss you off.. The only thing I can do is write letters and talk through a glass window.
I'm sorry..
that you just don't understand.