hmmmmmm
For the couple of hours i have been in such a daze, the sad thing is i dont know how to let it go. I dont know what i can do to stop it. i don't know if i wanna be married or not, i dont know who i wanna be with, and i just feel like i need some affection. Its not like any type of affection. I feel as if I need that affection from some one that cares how i feel. Not just two arms to hold me... And i just feel like im tired of complaining about Chhris and Tammon. Its like a never ever ending story. And it makes me 2 everyone . i feel as if i have no control over my life, i just hate how i feel. If somone hit my head i would cry, Im just so emotional and im tired of bringing everyone into my iisues, they must be sick n tired of it by now... well im just prayin that God helps me through.