Oct 22, 2004 18:33
I hate Thursday I hate Friday.
These two past days crap piss me off.
My snake, Harlequin, is dead. Crap that I was anticipating was destroyed...of course those who know what was supposed to happen probably think it's just a rush-but I have my own reason.
I'm so stressed out and angry i'm have unintentionally made myself start bleeding again. it's the greatest thing ever to get so mad your insides start messing with you.
There is a conspiracy against me I know it.
I hope work tommorow doesn't suck. Because i'll probably flip out or some shit. I hate people. I hate today. I hate yesterday. I hate everything. Ugh...of course it'll go away after a few hours...but still...I don't care.
Nothing is bittersweet about anything that has gone on these past two days.
I forgot to add this in:
I just want to DIE. Weeeeeee! Been awhile since I felt like this. Sleep...it'll make it go away. Until I wake up that is.
Of course, like I said, it'll go away...i'm going to be selling alot of my ponies too. I just don't feel like keeping up with them anymore...since I don't have themoney I needed before...i'll get rid of something I enjoy.