can't sleep
well i can't sleep just got back from helena today but that isn't what is bugging me.
as most of you know i was in a relationship for a year and a half. you would think after that i would want to be single for a while. well i didn't so i got back in a relationship. don't get me wrong i like my new boyfriend. but im begining to feel like im not breatheing. like how i was before.
i don't know why im like this i don't know if it was because all me and josh went throw but i can't take it.
i like for once in my life im scared of sometime. and something so stupid to love. who is afraid of love.
i think i realy just am afriad of being hert.(again)
i want to run away and not come back then other parts want to come back... but i am alway...but i like him and im afraid im giving myslef to him like i do to everyone i go out with and im going to be hert again.
i don't want to be hert again but i want to breathe
as most of you know i was in a relationship for a year and a half. you would think after that i would want to be single for a while. well i didn't so i got back in a relationship. don't get me wrong i like my new boyfriend. but im begining to feel like im not breatheing. like how i was before.
i don't know why im like this i don't know if it was because all me and josh went throw but i can't take it.
i like for once in my life im scared of sometime. and something so stupid to love. who is afraid of love.
i think i realy just am afriad of being hert.(again)
i want to run away and not come back then other parts want to come back... but i am alway...but i like him and im afraid im giving myslef to him like i do to everyone i go out with and im going to be hert again.
i don't want to be hert again but i want to breathe