May 31, 2006 02:44
he called out....and he hung up on me...
he crushed me. and i dont get to talk about it. with anyone.
i feel numb.how do you tell some one you wont hurt them and go and hurt them. that is a cruel and unusual punishment. all i did was stand there with a look of shock on my face. and i am hated unloved.
i guess ill be the last to know.
larry says it will smooth over...but it wont. there will always be a void always be him lacking
i forgave him.
everyone tells me how stupid i am and how gullible . idont care.