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Im going to miss him. This is probably for the best i just hope things will get easier. It sucks me and him have to go through this i wish it was someone else and then meet eddie. I wish things were like they were in the summer time. Maybe when time goes by and we get older something can happen again if not thats ok too. I wish him the best and i hope he doesn't give up on life and realizes that people do care about him. I will always care for him. I hope me and him get over this maybe things don't have to end maybe we just need a break. Im going to see him saturday im really worried but im not going to think about it until saturday. I hope he misses me and i hope i didn't waste all this time.