Aug 08, 2006 14:56
I can't even start to put into words what is going through my mind. I'm still trying to think through everything and figure out what I need to do. What I can deal with. what I cant even start to face. How I feel and why- if its my heart or mind. and what now?
so bear with me. please. not just with my words.
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6am unruffled pillow- laughs out loud at my trusting heart.
It's like I didn’t see the penny
I missed the fountain by a couple yards
(miranda lambert)
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But the struggles makes me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has it's own way of takin' its sweet time
No, life aint always beautiful
But I know I'll be fine
Hey, life aint always beautiful
But its a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride
(gary allan)
yup. thats pretty much it.
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and despite what goes on. I'm walking tall. I remember what you taught me kid.
You may be out of my life for good- but what you taught me is still here.
Thanks. for being the one strong enough to try and heal my scars.
It means a lot. and every time I'm down I've got hope.
I've got a little something in my back pocket to help me believe.
and girl- you gave me a reason to believe I could go on
when life presented me with the worst possible.
we stood before our struggles and others.
and you showed me what hope really was.
you showed me I've just got to keep singing and believe.
It'll end up okay.
thank you.
(you were the best thing to ever happen to me.)