i'm just going to let everything out
i just woke up
i think i'm getting sick i slept from like 7 till now
i would just go back to sleep but i have to watch laguna beach and then do my homework, which.. i kind of have a lot of
things lately haven't been the best
i feel like i'm drifting from all of my friends ( except for amanda aka mimi :* )
without her.. i don't know what i would do
but i'm sorry to everyone else .. i'm not going to let myself drift from anyone again.. at least i realized this sooner this time ..
been hanging out w/ mimi a lot lately :D
today bre and i kind of hung out so that was good, were also going to hang out another time this week
caitlyn and i are hanging out tomorrow which is good, we have a lot to catch up on
i'm not so sure about homecoming anymore
like everything is changing, our orginal plans are all different now
i don't really want to spend money on a limo but that's what everyone wants to do
i have yet to find a dress, but then again i haven't even started looking
our orginal plans were to go in ginas van & just us girls
now everyone is like wanting to go in this limo & bring dates
won't that be fun for me?! lmao
no date.
everyone keeps asking me if i'm going to bring joe
NO , i am not bringing joe to homecoming
i can't even get him to go to a get together w/ me i highly doubt he would want to go to a dance with a bunch of people he doesn't even talk to
i'm so sick of people judging me because of the decisions i make
they are MY decsions to make..not yours, or anyone elses
maybe some of them are mistakes.. i really don't know
but they are MY mistakes to make
& people wonder why i don't tell them things..
i really don't tell people much anymore...
but i kind of like keeping things to myself sometimes
i really don't know what's going on with joe and i
well yeah i do were 'talking'
idk it feels like he's like embarrsed for anyone to know that though
or, he just doesn't want them knowing
but i'm happy how we talk things out now, because we never really did that before
but i don't really know what's going to happen with this
but
i do know that he said he wants to take things 'slow' & in my opinion , we haven't been so i'm going to slow things down i guess, until he's ready
i don't know
i don't even know how to express how i feel anymore
i really miss matt m ...
i really miss gina
i need to hang out with her ang swit and shan soon
having first hour with swit helps a lot though : ]
school...
i know i'm going to be getting a lot of work this year
but i have to just step up & deal with it..
i'm ready for it you know
chem..i always just talk to swit daniel and eric so i always have hw but oh well
alg 2.. i don't really have anyone to talk to so i mostly get my hw done and it's pretty easy so far
aerboics.. i like it but i don't like how we only have like 10 minutes to get changed & ready but oh well. i'm happy to have it w/ bre
ap comp.. i really wish i had mrs. jordan with everyone else. our class does different stuff and i really don't have anyone in there that i'm close with that i could talk about things with , also..our class just is constantly talking and it just annoys me bc this is a AP class, like mrs. blake said, she shouldn't be having to make another seating chart bc some people don't know how to shut their mouths and just do the work
writing workshop.. i like it a lot. i really like mrs. torp & i'm glad i have it with steph, also.. right now were writing our letters. i'm writing mine to cait..
spanish 3.. i like the people in my class ,cat pam phil andrew : ] but um yeah we got our quizes back and i got a D ..ugh i should of studied and i didn't..my study habits HAVE to get better, they are GOING to get better
laguna beach is over, and it's raining now
the rain sound so nice and peacful
it just makes me want to sleep..
but no
i'm GOING to do my homework, all of it
goodbye..
i think i'm getting sick i slept from like 7 till now
i would just go back to sleep but i have to watch laguna beach and then do my homework, which.. i kind of have a lot of
things lately haven't been the best
i feel like i'm drifting from all of my friends ( except for amanda aka mimi :* )
without her.. i don't know what i would do
but i'm sorry to everyone else .. i'm not going to let myself drift from anyone again.. at least i realized this sooner this time ..
been hanging out w/ mimi a lot lately :D
today bre and i kind of hung out so that was good, were also going to hang out another time this week
caitlyn and i are hanging out tomorrow which is good, we have a lot to catch up on
i'm not so sure about homecoming anymore
like everything is changing, our orginal plans are all different now
i don't really want to spend money on a limo but that's what everyone wants to do
i have yet to find a dress, but then again i haven't even started looking
our orginal plans were to go in ginas van & just us girls
now everyone is like wanting to go in this limo & bring dates
won't that be fun for me?! lmao
no date.
everyone keeps asking me if i'm going to bring joe
NO , i am not bringing joe to homecoming
i can't even get him to go to a get together w/ me i highly doubt he would want to go to a dance with a bunch of people he doesn't even talk to
i'm so sick of people judging me because of the decisions i make
they are MY decsions to make..not yours, or anyone elses
maybe some of them are mistakes.. i really don't know
but they are MY mistakes to make
& people wonder why i don't tell them things..
i really don't tell people much anymore...
but i kind of like keeping things to myself sometimes
i really don't know what's going on with joe and i
well yeah i do were 'talking'
idk it feels like he's like embarrsed for anyone to know that though
or, he just doesn't want them knowing
but i'm happy how we talk things out now, because we never really did that before
but i don't really know what's going to happen with this
but
i do know that he said he wants to take things 'slow' & in my opinion , we haven't been so i'm going to slow things down i guess, until he's ready
i don't know
i don't even know how to express how i feel anymore
i really miss matt m ...
i really miss gina
i need to hang out with her ang swit and shan soon
having first hour with swit helps a lot though : ]
school...
i know i'm going to be getting a lot of work this year
but i have to just step up & deal with it..
i'm ready for it you know
chem..i always just talk to swit daniel and eric so i always have hw but oh well
alg 2.. i don't really have anyone to talk to so i mostly get my hw done and it's pretty easy so far
aerboics.. i like it but i don't like how we only have like 10 minutes to get changed & ready but oh well. i'm happy to have it w/ bre
ap comp.. i really wish i had mrs. jordan with everyone else. our class does different stuff and i really don't have anyone in there that i'm close with that i could talk about things with , also..our class just is constantly talking and it just annoys me bc this is a AP class, like mrs. blake said, she shouldn't be having to make another seating chart bc some people don't know how to shut their mouths and just do the work
writing workshop.. i like it a lot. i really like mrs. torp & i'm glad i have it with steph, also.. right now were writing our letters. i'm writing mine to cait..
spanish 3.. i like the people in my class ,cat pam phil andrew : ] but um yeah we got our quizes back and i got a D ..ugh i should of studied and i didn't..my study habits HAVE to get better, they are GOING to get better
laguna beach is over, and it's raining now
the rain sound so nice and peacful
it just makes me want to sleep..
but no
i'm GOING to do my homework, all of it
goodbye..