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Im sick as fuck. I didn't go to school today and I went to the doctor. My meds include 4 pills and nasal spray twice a day. They also did blood work. I have a nasty bruise from it. I came home and slept because the doctor gave me a note saying I cant go back to school. The meds have me feeling really sick to my stomach though so that sucks.
But enough about complaining about my illness LOL.
I talked to a bunch of people from school. Later on Im going to go tanning though.
So about Terence...he said he wasn't "himself" yesterday because a good friend of his was mad at him. I guess all I can do is let it go. It bothers me that he couldn't have said a little something so I didn't feel so bad yesterday. Oh well...not a big deal. I missed him today though. ::sigh::
You know...I have been sort of paranoid about things lately, and me laying around all day hasnt really helped due to the fact that all I do is think. I have a somewhat over-analyzing type of personality, and I just crucify myself when I take the little things and then starting thinking everyone is out to get me. I somehow take the good things in my life and end up thinking that its a bad thing. I really need to stop because Im going to end up going back on the defense and pushing everyone away again.
Stupid Girl.
But enough about complaining about my illness LOL.
I talked to a bunch of people from school. Later on Im going to go tanning though.
So about Terence...he said he wasn't "himself" yesterday because a good friend of his was mad at him. I guess all I can do is let it go. It bothers me that he couldn't have said a little something so I didn't feel so bad yesterday. Oh well...not a big deal. I missed him today though. ::sigh::
You know...I have been sort of paranoid about things lately, and me laying around all day hasnt really helped due to the fact that all I do is think. I have a somewhat over-analyzing type of personality, and I just crucify myself when I take the little things and then starting thinking everyone is out to get me. I somehow take the good things in my life and end up thinking that its a bad thing. I really need to stop because Im going to end up going back on the defense and pushing everyone away again.
Stupid Girl.