It's not so bad...
I'm single again, as of Black Friday... I suppose that title has new meaning now, huh? She wants to be single. At first I was really hurt. All that self-pity and hurt came back for the moment and I got really mad! It's more or less like Pastor Gary said. Misplaced anger is ultimately a result of not loving. I love her, still. I am determined to be content loving God more than anyone else. If God had to take her out of my life to make me see that then so be it. I can't be mad at that and so I won't. It has to be God! I am not sad... she's not always on my mind. I don't feel lonely at all.
Strangely not a couple days after I left home, she called me. Now she calls from time to time. I was slightly annoyed by her call, but then I figured life's too short to hold a grudge. If she wants to talk to me, that's alright with me. I suppose if I can't be her boyfriend, I can be her good friend. I suppose she wants me to be.
Oddly enough... all the girls that I seemingly kept from getting too close to, aren't really a problem. I have plenty of fun with all the ladies in my life, but I don't really think of starting any kind of relationship with them. I love it!!! I love hard, but God loves harder! Praise You Lord!!!
Strangely not a couple days after I left home, she called me. Now she calls from time to time. I was slightly annoyed by her call, but then I figured life's too short to hold a grudge. If she wants to talk to me, that's alright with me. I suppose if I can't be her boyfriend, I can be her good friend. I suppose she wants me to be.
Oddly enough... all the girls that I seemingly kept from getting too close to, aren't really a problem. I have plenty of fun with all the ladies in my life, but I don't really think of starting any kind of relationship with them. I love it!!! I love hard, but God loves harder! Praise You Lord!!!