Finally
It came to me, that feeling when something seems off, or everything isn't as 'lively' as it should be. This usually happens immediately after relationships turn sour, but it took a while (almost a year) before I finally got hit by it. Well the feeling sucks that's for sure. It's a bad time to be affected by this though. Work performance and self-confidence are greatly affected by this 'loss' and I can only hope that this feeling of sadness will quickly fade away.
On another note I'm still looking for what to do with the savings I earn. Obviously I have to put out a decent amount which wouldn't be touched, and some for my daily expenses. If only I know what I'm saving for I'd be more enthusiastic about it.