Someday you will be loved
Each day I take another step towards each of my goals. Still though I am only on the foothills of the mountain I set forth to conquer years ago. I ache with the pain of the many many times people have pushed me down the steep slope of my own goals. I keep pushing but I know that my goals are quite difficult to finish. I hate knowing that its possible for me to never finish a single one. The number one thing I miss the most. Love. I finally realized I have never known what love is. Love is nothing to me, just another tendency. So fuck it all. Fuck everything and everyone. I'm grumpy.