I getting out
So I haven't written in a long time I've been wanting to but anything that has to do with a words or a pen and paper I 've been advoiding.I'm done with high school.I have two days left yet right now I'm skipping my first period dued to
1)I'm sick
2)I haven't done hw in 3 weeks
I don;t care much for the class I just need to get a good grade In PE and in Tech writing since it's a college credit.Anyways I'm finally getting out 15 days.I have a lovely studio dt portland.yet I'm worried things aren't going to happen for some reason we filled out the paper work yet I still have this fear that my mom's historys in going to ruin things.Its retarded that I had to file out a credit background check since I have no credit or anything of that matter.Oh well I'm super excited to be on my own.as Much as I fear being lonly I feel that this is forever going to change me but just moving out and being on my own I've always been independent with things and had to mature way beyand my time but now I for reals get to have a life on my own.Its intense.I've decided I'm only going to grammer for writers today.I feel sickly and tired.meh not good.Its weird how much I've grown in the past 6 months to now were I'm going to be out on my own which is so great.and as I get a life Ian is getting one in ny which at first freaked me out cause I don't want to lose him ever specially to another person but then I decided I can't live my life worried about my fears of hurts I just need to think positive and go on with live.I also excited thats portland is going to bring me closer top nancy even thought she woprks alot now I'll only be across the bridge instead of a 50 minute drive away.Ots going to be hjard to get use to not having a car but I 'm really excited that I'm going to be liveing a very simple life on my own.
1)I'm sick
2)I haven't done hw in 3 weeks
I don;t care much for the class I just need to get a good grade In PE and in Tech writing since it's a college credit.Anyways I'm finally getting out 15 days.I have a lovely studio dt portland.yet I'm worried things aren't going to happen for some reason we filled out the paper work yet I still have this fear that my mom's historys in going to ruin things.Its retarded that I had to file out a credit background check since I have no credit or anything of that matter.Oh well I'm super excited to be on my own.as Much as I fear being lonly I feel that this is forever going to change me but just moving out and being on my own I've always been independent with things and had to mature way beyand my time but now I for reals get to have a life on my own.Its intense.I've decided I'm only going to grammer for writers today.I feel sickly and tired.meh not good.Its weird how much I've grown in the past 6 months to now were I'm going to be out on my own which is so great.and as I get a life Ian is getting one in ny which at first freaked me out cause I don't want to lose him ever specially to another person but then I decided I can't live my life worried about my fears of hurts I just need to think positive and go on with live.I also excited thats portland is going to bring me closer top nancy even thought she woprks alot now I'll only be across the bridge instead of a 50 minute drive away.Ots going to be hjard to get use to not having a car but I 'm really excited that I'm going to be liveing a very simple life on my own.