When I fall, I fall hard

[blackflame701]

Ive said so many times that I dont mind looking foolish for something that means something to me. I think lately Ive gone by that so much I might as well have "fool" tattooed on my forehead. Im sorry to those people who see my breakdowns and thank you all so much for being there for me. My emotions have been running wild lately; I feel like every drop of anything that can be considered some form of emotion is spilling out and Im afraid Im going to be left without any. I see the good in me but the fact remains that I am as fragile as glass. Last night Im ashamed of some of the things I did to deal with it; overall mabye the being left without emotion is my best option. That apathy is the only thing that I feel can keep my shattered insides from cutting me from the inside out. Its the only thing that makes my insides strong enough again to eventually get close to someone again and hope that it works out...because when I open up and it works out, I give the world...I cant be beaten.

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