Aug 18, 2007 10:39
so today i get to go see rise against.
i'm so excited, i can not wait.
we're leaving for providence at 2. and in the mean time i'm scanning old wedding photos at work.
i leave for italy in 9 days.
i've come to realize that i can not leave soon enough.
i'm so much more tired of clinton than i ever thought i would be.
i absolutely hate this town.
i love my friends from old saybrook as if they were my family, and i would do pretty much anything for them.
but clinton, fuck you.
one ounce of happiness has never come from my being here. i can't wait to leave again.
and i'm getting tired of people coming into this lab expecting that i can't do anything they are asking about.
and i'm so tired of all these people who just bring me down.
i've escaped once, i can do it again.
and this time. i'm not going to let anyone else win.
i'm so sick of all these people
but i'm scared to be alone
and if this life has taught me anything
i forgot it long ago.