all the crazy is comin' out...
i am all over the place.
i am so physically exhausted, and the only explanation is it's from mental exertion. Both stress and trying so hard to really get all of this school stuff done.
poor Lars. He deleted me off his friends list on myspace to see if i would notice, and i took serious offense. Even though, duh, i shouldn't. he gave me the craziest look- and then i'm all like why are you looking at me weird? and of course his logical response, "you're acting weird."
yeah- i'm STRESSED OUT. I tried to talk to him about school after that and almost started crying... ugh.
and like 5 people are missing off my friends list (incl. Lars) one of which is my "best friend" emily whom i haven't spoken to in a couple of weeks. So i'm wondering if she just decided she was done with me and deleted me off her friends list and three others did the same today or what.
this is why i hate myspace- it can make me crazy. it gets me analyzing little stupid things like deleting me off of a friends list, like that freakin' matters in REAL LIFE. no, no it doesn't.
i am so physically exhausted, and the only explanation is it's from mental exertion. Both stress and trying so hard to really get all of this school stuff done.
poor Lars. He deleted me off his friends list on myspace to see if i would notice, and i took serious offense. Even though, duh, i shouldn't. he gave me the craziest look- and then i'm all like why are you looking at me weird? and of course his logical response, "you're acting weird."
yeah- i'm STRESSED OUT. I tried to talk to him about school after that and almost started crying... ugh.
and like 5 people are missing off my friends list (incl. Lars) one of which is my "best friend" emily whom i haven't spoken to in a couple of weeks. So i'm wondering if she just decided she was done with me and deleted me off her friends list and three others did the same today or what.
this is why i hate myspace- it can make me crazy. it gets me analyzing little stupid things like deleting me off of a friends list, like that freakin' matters in REAL LIFE. no, no it doesn't.