... The 2nd
Stuff is.........*sigh*
Dad moved up to the attic, but is sleeping in Calder's bunk bed. Mom is thinking of asking him to leave...
In the meantime, we're all miserable...I'm snapping on everyone, mom's crying at everything...she said the next few months are going to be hard like this...I don't know how I'm going to do it...
I need something to happen before we all kill each other.
Mom and Calds and I went out last night. I was talking to Amanda and I told her I didn't want to go because it would either turn into a fight or a sob fest *sigh* well it was both. It was horrible, and I just don't know what to do anymore!
Talking to people at least gives me a lift, even if I don't feel incredibly better...I thank all you guys for being there for me, I love you so much, and yeah...
Haven't cut!
On a happy note (gasp) I got an iPod shuffle yesterday...but I have to wait till I get my computer back (which will probably be Tuesday or Wednesday) to use it...I'm going to see if maybe I could use the software on dad's computer :/ so maybe I can use it sooner...And my computer probably still has everything on it ^_^ *cheers* they said it was probably just a software problem, so yey.
I hope your last performance went well, Tishna!
Dad moved up to the attic, but is sleeping in Calder's bunk bed. Mom is thinking of asking him to leave...
In the meantime, we're all miserable...I'm snapping on everyone, mom's crying at everything...she said the next few months are going to be hard like this...I don't know how I'm going to do it...
I need something to happen before we all kill each other.
Mom and Calds and I went out last night. I was talking to Amanda and I told her I didn't want to go because it would either turn into a fight or a sob fest *sigh* well it was both. It was horrible, and I just don't know what to do anymore!
Talking to people at least gives me a lift, even if I don't feel incredibly better...I thank all you guys for being there for me, I love you so much, and yeah...
Haven't cut!
On a happy note (gasp) I got an iPod shuffle yesterday...but I have to wait till I get my computer back (which will probably be Tuesday or Wednesday) to use it...I'm going to see if maybe I could use the software on dad's computer :/ so maybe I can use it sooner...And my computer probably still has everything on it ^_^ *cheers* they said it was probably just a software problem, so yey.
I hope your last performance went well, Tishna!