I know. It's been a while.
Kellen's party was thought provoking. Sean C. was invited. I talked and joked with him like I used to, back when he was my best friend. I kept remembering the times he would call me, and we'd talk for hours about nothing important, but seemed so important at the time. For three years we would hang out together, and then it suddenly stopped. No malicious words, no anger, nothing. Sometimes I think it would have been better if there was animosity involved because then at least I'd have an idea why it ended. I felt comfortable in my own skin around him, but our friendship just dissolved like powdered sugar poured into acid. Now I'm reminded of him more than ever before, so I'm going to say this:
Sean, I might not have been yours, but you were my best friend once. You made my life better just by being there, a presence in my life, when I had so many problems. I miss you more than perhaps even I can comprehend. You don't have to give me any condolences for anything. I just wanted to put down how much you meant to me once.
Sean, I might not have been yours, but you were my best friend once. You made my life better just by being there, a presence in my life, when I had so many problems. I miss you more than perhaps even I can comprehend. You don't have to give me any condolences for anything. I just wanted to put down how much you meant to me once.