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i'm sick. i used to think that what i gave to someone i'd get in return. i was used to people who took me for granted being just acquaintances, maybe friends. i never thought i'd be taken advantage of by someone who loved me. say what you want: i'm hungry for attention; i'm used to being the center of the world; i'm a man-using succubus bent on satisfying only what i want. i don't care anymore. i don't deserve this. i never have.