here's my wish that im sending to you

Oct 06, 2004 14:04

okay im freezing cold, im sitting here with 2 hoodies on, gloves, 2 pairs of socks and my pj pants..i feel like its the middle of winter. i wish it was fall but not so cold. i love fall but i hate being cold and im almost always really cold and it sucks. i wish i had someone lately too because i just hate this being alone crap it sucks i want a boyfriend but for some reason i am completely incapable of getting a guy. ive come to the conclusion i'll never have anyone because there just must be something wrong with me. haha.

i also wish that it was friday already because i just want it to be the weekend. and i want to get out of the house and the show on friday is a good reason to do so. i wish i was going to see midtown this weekend i love midtown and i have never gotten to see them when theyre in town. ever.

it really sucks and now i know why i need a job so i can start going to shows instead of complaining because im missing them. sounds like a plan to me. get a job, get money, go to the shows i want to go to, get the things i want without having to ask my mom for them. yeah i def need a job. as soon as we find out if i need working papers or not im gonna try to get a job. i know i know tabi and a job just doesnt sound right because you all know how lazy i am but i'm gonna do it just because most people prolly think i wont do it. prove everyone wrong i guess. well im gonna go. prolly go upstairs and sleep until as many covers as i possibly can and be sad that i dont have anyone to keep me warm. <333333
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