Not Another DATE....... YES!!
aaaaaaah!!! omgsh, tomorrow were going to go on a date! its our first real date since that episode at seaworld like a year ago! im so excited and like FREAKIN happy but now im starting to kina freak out. what if like the day is just PERFECT, and its the most awesome date ever, yet then the next day were all....idk..weird with each other. Im horrible at relationships and i better not fumble this one up because he means alot to me. i mean ive only been one of his closest friend for two whole FRIGGIN years! idk idk idk, omgsh omgsh omgsh. i dont know if this is just gonna be a one time thing, or if were gonna start "dating" or whatever, but GAH i dont know. And were gonna try and keep it low key either was because our school is so GAY when it comes to that sort of thing. i hope it rocks, and i hope we dont weird, and i hope we get closer, and i hope to God i dont mess this one up like i have EVERY other one. But most likely, I will. *sigh*