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i keep having weird dreams that wake me up in the middle of the night
and keeping me from going back to sleep
i am so tired.
im still really stressed out
yeah i made my choice
but i still have many more things to do.
but i think staying in az is the best choice i could make
i dont even feel like im a part of this family anymore
i feel like the babysitter
someone that knows where things are in the house
but isnt close enough to anyone
just there to watch the kids
i really miss az
and my ash and codie
i miss cigs
i miss my job
i miss my friends
i cannt wait until im staying at codie's for 2 weeks
sleepin next to him every night is going to be wonderful
and having coffee with ash after school is going to be awesome
sadly she is the only one of my friends that has a half day too.
haha i got dumbie friends,
We just got back from camping
and i smell like fish and b.o.
it is awesome (not)
it was fun until my step lost the keys
and we had to unpack everything and they were under everything
and she wonders why me and my dad get all pissed HA
she is a stupid bitch i cannt take it.
she thinks that she had such a hard life so that makes her better then everyone else
and her past gives her the reason that she is soo stupid today
justtt
5daysss....
<3
and keeping me from going back to sleep
i am so tired.
im still really stressed out
yeah i made my choice
but i still have many more things to do.
but i think staying in az is the best choice i could make
i dont even feel like im a part of this family anymore
i feel like the babysitter
someone that knows where things are in the house
but isnt close enough to anyone
just there to watch the kids
i really miss az
and my ash and codie
i miss cigs
i miss my job
i miss my friends
i cannt wait until im staying at codie's for 2 weeks
sleepin next to him every night is going to be wonderful
and having coffee with ash after school is going to be awesome
sadly she is the only one of my friends that has a half day too.
haha i got dumbie friends,
We just got back from camping
and i smell like fish and b.o.
it is awesome (not)
it was fun until my step lost the keys
and we had to unpack everything and they were under everything
and she wonders why me and my dad get all pissed HA
she is a stupid bitch i cannt take it.
she thinks that she had such a hard life so that makes her better then everyone else
and her past gives her the reason that she is soo stupid today
justtt
5daysss....
<3