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me and nick broke up yesterday :( I was just cryin at random times alot but danielle and machi wouldn't let me go home so i felt like an iodiot cryin infront of everyone. but then i was happy i stay they made me smile again.
- I dont even know why I cry I normally don't cry over boyfriends but there was something different about nick. I dont know what but it was different. I liked the different too...
So really in the end I just had a on/off weekend. coz on
- FRIDAY: me, lauren, and danielle all went drinkin with some people. and then stuff happenin n blah blah. lauren got grounded i didnt get to see nick and blah blah.
- SATURDAY: me, danielle, michele, sam, amanda, and jess were drinking. n then when we went to the jumps we were drinkin some more and nick was mad at me coz i drank and i was cryin coz of that n then he wasnt mad at me anymore i liked that :D n then jess,blaine, nick, sam, and john slept over and that was fun.
- SUNDAY: everything was going great. intill i got mad at nick but i was only jokin( i always joke when i say im mad at people) n he rode always saying w.e i dont care. thats why i started to get really sad and then i went boating down the creek in my little blue box n then i was happy then nick and vince came back and nick didnt even say anything to me intill he sed mandee we have to talk i was just like ok... n thats when we broke up...
ok before I start to cry again im gona end entry with this ...
I miss your arm around me, I miss the kisses that you gave, I miss that face of yours, I miss the way you look at me, I miss the silly mad fites we had, I miss being close to you, But most of all... I MISS YOU